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Our sick, old cat Merlin was even worse than usual, not that I had not thought it would be better to end his suffering days ago. But this gave me a good reason to finally consult the vet, and she revealed that Merlin was even worse than he looked. And trust me he looked sooo awful.
So I decided, that even if my parents felt otherwise, that I should have him put to sleep. Why is that so hard, even with an animal that can hardly stand and is barely eating anything anymore?
My brother dug the grave and I arranged the rest of the funeral arrangements. It seems everyone but my parents thought it was the best and yet I feel so guilty and bad about being the one to have made this decision.
So I decided, that even if my parents felt otherwise, that I should have him put to sleep. Why is that so hard, even with an animal that can hardly stand and is barely eating anything anymore?
My brother dug the grave and I arranged the rest of the funeral arrangements. It seems everyone but my parents thought it was the best and yet I feel so guilty and bad about being the one to have made this decision.
gloomy
I hope your parents will treat you nicely.
Do you have any special plans this weekend? Otherwise I see if I call when I am in a better mood in the evening ... (hopefully - no need to annoy good friends with my bad, unbearable self)
Just arrived back home, no further plans, also for the week´s evenings except Monday and Friday. We´re gonna watch a really bad vampire movie at Fantasy Filmfestival on Fri.