Mistress Darkness

There are more, but just now ...

So I can sit in peace on the toilet and take a shit, without my partner yelling my name several times through the house, ending up sticking his head in the door and ask me stupid shit.


I swear it my father can be such a baby unable to take care of himself for five minutes (unless of course he is busy with something, but if not, too bad if my mom has to do something, she has to be instantly avaiable at a whim *yuck*)

Also I wish they stop screaming at the dog for being a dog.

I failed the exam, I could kick my ass - because it was not for lack of knowledge, but for being a completely stupid idiot and confusing two names. The first two questions were each 3 points, but I doubt I got full points on the first one, it was a bit vague and I was not too sure about what I should write. It is the last question with four points that broke my back. It was about Deiokes, king of the Meders and what did I do? Wrote about Dareios - I feel so mad at myself for making such a stupid mistake. I guess it's all that re-reading that names blurred into each others and the Dareios part was actually the last bit I had re-read and I kind of liked the essay as it was so easy to understand.

2nd try next weak.

From all the disappointment, my stomach felt woozy soon after and by now it is acting up again - oh well I still got my medicine. Just tomorrow and then I have the school time ahead which I can use to read, I don't need to write that much down, just plan a few lessons and give them. I think four .. that should be do able.

So I try to have a positive outlook, I am going to pass the second attempt, I know this shit, I read every text some even two times and I have made good notes. But I could kick my ass down the hall for making such a moronic mistake. *wails*