Mistress Darkness

So my father is up bad because his new medication is not to his liking, aparantly that gives him the right in my mother's eyes to treat me like shit and I have not the right be offended by this.

Fuck that. Just because she has decided to allow his abuse, I am not. Sick or not, you do not have the right to behave like an ass to your family.

And complaining about me not looking sheery and happy all day because I am only 30 is not earning you any plus points with me either.

Way to go and ruin my good mood. I just had so much fun doing a little RPG and now this. *sighs*

Oh well, I need to finish this scanning business and then work on my in-class-talk. It is about time, I wanted to do it earlier but delayed it because I felt so well I guess slightly depressed before due to the fuckery of my father earlier this weekend.

Man, I hope he gets some better pills soon.

Well stressful semester is over, new one is a bit lighter on the workload. There is still a lot to do but I got time for more fanstuff and other things. My only problem is, there is soooo much that I want to do, I really have no clue where to start.

This weekend I re-arranged my furniture a bit. Love the new look but so much dust and dirt to still clean up and so much shelf-space to sort through. At least I know that I can leave a few more pieces of furniture behind when I am moving and that I will still have enough space for all the important stuff.

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Oh yeah, just watched Quantum of Solace and loved it. For some reason I got an idea for a fanfic (which I think I will adapt for an original, after all who is gonna recognize Bond with a different name in a vampire slash lust story?). Luckily Anukk was still awake after I had spun the basic plot and I called to tell her about it. I guess vampires and James Bond do not really fit, so it will work much better as an Original with a character that will have some remote resemblence with Bond (mostly the fascinating slighty psychopathic personality).

As we talked we came to the torture scene in the first one and now I will re-watch Casino Royale and write a slash "alternative ending" to that scene. Never liked that LeChiffre got shot and I feel like a bit PWP. Also never before involving mostly two male characters. But Anukk always brings out the slasher in me.