Mistress Darkness

My biggest problem is my time management. It simply sucks. I wasted too much time on the weekends, getting distracted by computer games and fan stuff. It is not even that I get that much done on the fanstuff part. I do this, then I get up and clean the kitchen, then I abandon that to do something else, then I go back to the computer, but not to fanstuff, no I read some posts, then I remember the kitchen ...

Oh well, now I got to finish this presentation, write a term paper urgently and learn for an exam. The presentation is next wednesday, the paper needs to be handed in on the 30th, the exam is on the 1st July. I remember there is also an essay and an oral presentation for the week after the 1st July.

At least the weight loss is going fairly well. I have had no lapses so far, I eat what I want just in sensible measures with regards to the right distribution of proteins, carbonates and fat. I have now nearly lost 10 kgs.

What I really want to do is work on my existing fanlistings and after I re-model two, I want to apply for my favourite Farscape character, maybe my second favourite as well.

I also want to hunt down a beta-reader for my Bond/Le Chiffre Story and continue with my other fanfictions - does not really matter which as long as I get something done! Planning stuff in my head is good fun - it is just frustrating to get nothing done. Not to mention it is impossible to find reliable betas. I hope the fact that the Bond one is a slash story, I'll find someone.

Right now I am waiting for a fellow student, I need to give her back her book - but she is in a seminar and will catch up with me afterwards. It would not be so much of a problem, if I wasn`t so hungry. At least my next seminar will start quarter past five so I do not have to wait that long.

I think watching a Farscape episode before going to bed was a really good idea. My favourite character made an appearance in my dream.

I do not recall that much, it was really strange - somehow he worked undercover at Marktkauf in the gardening department *lol* There was something about a lost peacekeeper ship that was found out to be stranded on earth. My dream self then found out that she was the daughter of one of the crew members.

Oh well, those were the parts that made sense, I think I just blanked out the rest, like the sewer part ... but I like having dreams with my favourite characters, especially when they are not completely out of character.

The best one of this kind was me dreaming I am on a plane and then The Kurgan shows up and demands that I give him the window seat. Sitting next to my favourite villain on a plane *swoon*

BTW - My new mp3 player mix is so much better than before. Nothing against Nightwish, they are my favourite band - but it was not exactly a mix with them taking up 90% of all the songs. Now I got lots of other favourites thrown in as well and removed a few Nightwish songs that just did not work for me on the road.